I have to say, I am proud.
Archive for May, 2009
Proud to be Japanese…
May 31, 2009Ronny Cedeno
May 22, 2009is my new favorite Mariner ![]()

“You are SO lucky”
May 21, 2009Some of my Japanese friends said to me; “You are SO lucky, to have a job you enjoy (in Japanese, of course)” – hmmm…
Yes, I am. I am so, damn lucky, that I get to do what I like and get paid – tour guiding, writing, interpreting, elfing, men’s-underwear-consulting, homeschooling (for my kids, not paid), dancing (not technically a job… wait, I did get paid to dance hula) – anything I do, pretty much, I enjoy. So, I am lucky.
For Japanese people, who tend to believe that “suffering is a virtue,” my lucky life is not so acceptable, apparently.
Now… Is Luck really just a Luck?
Let’s see…
I think Luck comes from the encounter with right people at the right timing.
I enjoy my life.
I enjoy other people’s lives.
I enjoy good vibes from me, and from other people.
I appreciate things and people around me, therefore,
I want to interact with them anytime, anywhere.
I end up having many encounters, which bring me more lucky situations.
Oh, and I work really, really hard, too!
So, for my Japanese friends:
“Sorry that I am so lucky – and I am trying to feel suffered by being lucky, but I can’t – what a terrible suffering!” – see? I am still a Japanese

Yay to my church!
May 20, 2009Prince of Peace Lutheran church (in Shoreline) is open to all!
Whoo-hoo!

Before I regret…
May 14, 2009I am not going to die soon, at least I am not trying to die soon.
Knowing myself pretty well, I will REALLY regret if I did not have a chance to share with people I love, about “How much I love you all.” I guess it will be too late to share at my funeral, as I will not be able to speak.
So, here it is, My Love Letter to People/Things I Love
To my husband ;
You are beyond words could describe. All my life, I did not understand why I deserve you. You are in a way insane that you wanted to be my husband. I loved you so much, and all the crazy stuff we did together (well, mostly I did) were amazing. You are the best thing, the very best thing in my life.
To my kids :
I was never a normal mom for you, but I loved you very, very much. You taught me many things, including the importance of having a place to grow, and the importance of wearing clean underwear all the time. You will be fine. Even if you happen to be gay, try to have a family with somebody you love. It’s worth it.
To my parents ;
You are the most patient people on earth, to be my parents. Thank you for teaching me to “love life in my own way” – probably the best lesson I ever learnt. I hope my kids learn that from you, too. Sorry I don’t remember everything you did for me when I was young, but I do appreciate that you were always there for me.
To my female friends ;
Shine! you are all sooooooo beautiful inside & outside. Don’t use any negative energy to hate or dislike – it’s not worth it. Use your body and mind as assets for your life. I felt so honored to get to know you. No, I was not a lesbian.
To my male friends ;
You were all crazy to hang out with a married woman like me, but I sure enjoyed our time together! Remember that you are all hotties, if not, I did not become your friend. And, my boobs were not fake, in case you were wondering.
To Pastor Pam and Pastor Bachman ;
I bet it was a challenge to have a congregation member like me.
Thank you, for not judging me in a way a lot of people do. I love you very much.
To my church friends ;
Yes, I was not a typical christian, but I believed in believing. Enjoyed singing in a choir, playing handbells, drinking weak coffee, cutting way too many Costco cakes with you all. Jesus rocks!
To my Baristas ;
I hope there is Vivace in heaven (or hell, whichever I go)…
To my favorite DJs and band members ;
Thank you for the great music and great vibe. I needed that A LOT!
To my Hula friends ;
I could not have enough time to dance with you – but you all had great Aloha in your hearts. Makana – you were more than my Kumu. Aloha & Mahalo Nui Loa.
To my friends in Japan ;
Sorry, I don’t remember much about you guys – but I am sure you were all fabulous. Being Japanese is cool, but you should know what you want and you should be able to express yourselves more – of course, it’s just my opinion.
To my work friends ;
You made my work days more exciting and fun! Yap, I know, we did not agree on all the opinions and stuff, but we survived together. Keep on doing the best you can!
To my MacBook and my iPhone ;
Hey you, amazing gadgets
To people I thought I did not like ;
No, I did not mean it, really. If you tried to hurt my feelings before, well, you are all forgiven. Just don’t do it again to anyone.
To Seattle ;
My home – thank you for being nice to me (except winter time)
To Hawaii ;
My soul was/ is/will be always there.
To myself ;
It’s been fun to be ME
Masks to prevent Swine Flu
May 13, 2009Prevention for swine flu is highly encouraged in all over the world – Japanese people are not exceptions.

I am, for my work, always meeting with Japanese tourists with masks – but they are wearing exactly same ones, not so interesting… no fashion statement, what so ever.
Here are my choices of masks;

or, maybe this…

How about this one?

Surely, this would work great in many ways…
I will make sure to wash my hands, too.
Swiss Cheese Brain
May 11, 2009Apparently, my brain is like Swiss cheese – have bubbly holes.
Does this explain my craziness?
I am, kind of, bubbly though.
Hmmm…
Speaking of brains, I saw two frozen goat heads at the Halal meat market. Can anyone teach me how to cook those?
